Hold
my lungs asleep, one bite and a splash of freezing water
Time
is scarce and the goal is reachable but so, so far away.
The
time for you to take a step(further and/ or backwards) is running out
You
gasp for air but all you get is smoke
You
grasp for love but all you get is loneliness, bad decisions and
recklessness...
Wish
me clearness
Of
all the things you could do...
If
you keep on flowing in other's people rivers, yours will always be
dry
If
you keep on running with a blind in your eyes you'll keep on falling,
you'll
keep on repeating the same mistakes.
Wave
the fog away, leave it all at peace, let is go away, slow but steady.
Convince
you're self that you are sane and able.
In
order for one to feel at peace with themselves, they need to be alone
often. There as to be times of loneliness so you can have those
moments of bliss with others. There has to be times of study in order
to put at practice all the obtained wiseness. You can't always follow
other's around and still expect them to be the ones to come to you
when you least expect, when you need them the most. You can't always
move around doing this and that with supersonic speed and still
expect to be able to easily slow down, be patient and build steady
relationships, communications, conceptualizations, ideals and
projects.
A
lifetime of acts and decisions according to your ideals is an
illusion, there will always be exceptions, there will always be times
of weakness. What counts is what you do afterwards, after you decide
on stopping. It's not easy... that I can say, you get addicted to
unhealthy behaviors, these are often the most comfortable ones. You get you conscious dirty as a trashcan but you can't help it for a
while... you feed of it like a leech, obtaining all the guilty
pleasure you can get from it, until the last poisoned drop of ecstasy.
- Fawlin
