WISH ME STRENGTH - A tribute to self control and realization

Wish me strength

Hold my lungs asleep, one bite and a splash of freezing water

Time is scarce and the goal is reachable but so, so far away.

The time for you to take a step(further and/ or backwards) is running out

You gasp for air but all you get is smoke

You grasp for love but all you get is loneliness, bad decisions and recklessness...

Wish me clearness

Of all the things you could do...

If you keep on flowing in other's people rivers, yours will always be dry

If you keep on running with a blind in your eyes you'll keep on falling,

you'll keep on repeating the same mistakes.

Wave the fog away, leave it all at peace, let is go away, slow but steady.

Convince you're self that you are sane and able.

In order for one to feel at peace with themselves, they need to be alone often. There as to be times of loneliness so you can have those moments of bliss with others. There has to be times of study in order to put at practice all the obtained wiseness. You can't always follow other's around and still expect them to be the ones to come to you when you least expect, when you need them the most. You can't always move around doing this and that with supersonic speed and still expect to be able to easily slow down, be patient and build steady relationships, communications, conceptualizations, ideals and projects.

A lifetime of acts and decisions according to your ideals is an illusion, there will always be exceptions, there will always be times of weakness. What counts is what you do afterwards, after you decide on stopping. It's not easy... that I can say, you get addicted to unhealthy behaviors, these are often the most comfortable ones. You get you conscious dirty as a trashcan but you can't help it for a while... you feed of it like a leech, obtaining all the guilty pleasure you can get from it, until the last poisoned drop of ecstasy.

- Fawlin